Thoughts for Day: May 1

1.  Do you ever wonder the reasons of why that person is your best friend?
There are times that I do wonder why my best friend is "my best friend".  Ever since kindergarten, she has always been there for me and I have done that to her.  We tell each other everything.  Even though Dana is at Florida for the time being, I do feel like our friendship is drifting apart.  Sure, we sometimes fight.  That's okay.  We're supposed to.  We both can't agree on everything.  


My reasons that she's my best friend is because she's there for me, she's there to help and cheer me on when I'm not myself, and she's understands the pain and suffering that I go through.  Without her, I wouldn't be the same nor she.  But most importantly, we would never have met.


2.  Define life and achievements.
Life is full of deceitfulness and accomplishments for you.  You only.  It's sad that life has to take a whole new meaning of what we should do rather than what we can do.  Life is too short to be in a hot mess.  Let's be honest, we hate dramas but it happens all the time.  Deal with it.  Trust me.  Just deal with it.  It's not worth trying to get over it.  Make a difference.  Life is full of wonders.  We make mistakes.  No one is perfect.  We learn our mistakes and take it as an experience.  


Achievements, to me, are like goals.  Goals that you want to reach at a certain part in time.  It's almost like a bucket list.  Achievements is what makes you you.  You are determine to do things that you are willing to accomplish whether you did or didn't.  Even if you fail at some things, at least you try it before others have.


3.  Define hope.
Hope is motivation.  A motivation to keep you going from leaving behind.  Hope is the strength to find yourself a whole new meaning.  Hope is forgiveness to redeem yourself to become better as a person and a role model for others.


4.  Define honesty.
Honesty is the truth.  The truth to everything.  Let's be honest, we sometimes don't tell the truth.  We need to more often.  The world would become a better place if we lie less.  Honesty is like a bond.  A bond that is so strong that it's hard to break.  


5.  Define you.
Define me?  I hate myself.  I hate everything that BG made me do.  I used to be happy, full of energy, excitement, and fun.  Now, I'm a bitch, tough, and plain ass smart.  I don't know if that's a good thing.  I wish that I could changed myself a little bit.  I really don't know what's me or not.